Friday, May 2, 2008
Broken...
Yesterday was a hard day. Going along through the day i just felt so attacked. Not attacked by the people who were saying things, but by el diablo. It felt like every sore-spot in my life was brought up and attacked. Things of the present and things of the past. Painful memories came back to me. I tried to ignore it, but i couldn't stop thinking about it. I talked about it, it helped a little. I tried to sleep it off, but i couldn't sleep. Then, came my breakdown. sometimes just crying and listening to the words of a really good friend can help a lot. I realized that sometimes GOD lets us get knocked down just so he can pick us up and comfort us. it is nice to know that GOD wants to be there and loves us so much. But getting to that point is really hard, because the feeling of being completely broken is not a good feeling. But sometimes it needs to happen in order to grow. the end
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BIO BUDDY! I love you. The Lord will refine you in ways that are often painful, but it's for your spiritual development. It's necessary for our walk!
Amen.
I've discover that sometimes God allows Satan to through all he has at you, all the dirt any insecurity, anything and everything. God then, with everything on the table, can simply wipe it away, giving you pure and Glorious freedom from it. I know we experience that when we are saved, but it's something that is done more than once. That's what God has recently done with my past and guys.
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