Saturday, June 21, 2008

All at once.

Several things seem to be happening all at once in my life right now. Some are bad and some are hard, and still others are just change I'm not really read for. I feel like I am going through all of this and I am doing it alone. That is probably the hardest part. I feel like there is no one I can talk to and seek help from. I feel like no one is really listening or no one really cares. Its like the people (or person) who I am supposed to go to and want to go to, isn't here. I know my problems are insignificant, especially compared to those of some other people. But I wish there was someone that could help me. Someone who actually cared and didn't pretend.

1 comment:

JENNY said...

Aww little Venders! I might not exactly be that someone you always want to go to (hah) but I do care!!! And i'll be home in a matter of days! I pray that in the mean time God reveals himself to you as the only one who can give you the wisdom and comfort you need! It is important that we remember that when other people love on us, its HIM working through them.
I'm praying that God makes his love for you clear and undenyable-whether its through alone time during your devotionals or through the people around you!

You are loved!